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terfs can suck my dick
02:17
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life and death
above so below
etonian right
thats how it goes
birthright mark
genders scary
androgynous people
make me feel afraid
cuz i dont wanna feel afraid
but my identity is lookin pretty frayed
its a big scary world, what am i gonna do?
i'll simplify it down, i cant possibly lose
cuz its not just women who have cervixes
they ought to tie you up crucifixes
more people die from the words that you say
than the violence that u say ur trying to get away
trans exclusionary feminists
can choke on my fuckin dick
cuz gender doesnt exist
and neither should you
defining people by their genitals
is creepy and rude
its not feminism
its just straight up mean
trans men give birth
and white girls scream
i scream when you open your mouth
my identity shouldnt be debated
lets see lets see whats this all about
gender non conforming and trans ppl are hated
cuz its not just women who have cervixes
they ought to tie you up crucifixes
more people die from the words that you say
than the violence that u say ur trying to get away
ur not a hero, yr a fuckin creep
so swallow these words, and sow what you reap
ur not a socialist, yr a sociopath
read a biology book set urself on the right path
trans exclusionary feminists can choke on my fuckin dick
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for months on end
its been feelin like im not in my own body
ive been controllin myself behind a screen
for months on end
ive been been feelin the flies behind my eyes
bugs are crawlin underneath my skin
destroy my accent
put my confident face on
grate the skin off where my shoulder blades are
watch the skin fall
im malnourished
by the time winter calls
im white again
(open wide again)
i have no strength
(just a weak boy)
time to get my shit run
and wrap myself up 15 layers deep
cuz thats exactly what i need
so to every single fucker whos ever doubted me
i recommend you watch your backs indefinitely
and dont be surprised if i show up at your place
begging and pleading for somewhere to stay
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name 5 things you can see
i see a bathroom sink
a toilet seat and a tiny mirror and a room with no windows
name 4 things you can feel
i feel the cold of the floor
my spine against the wall
and my brain pressin pressin against my skull
cuz i dont wanna be here anymore
ive locked and shut the door
im cryin in a porker
making sure no-one can hear me
and no-one can see me
cuz that way i cant be vulnerable
name 3 things that you can hear
i hear the beeping of the kitchen
the lying and friction, my heart beat going up and down
name 2 things you can smell right now
i smell an atmosphere of pure division
a lie without a vision, a short lived dream, a short sighted
insight into my mind,
desperately grasping for another more fulfilling life
cuz i dont wanna be here anymore
ive locked and shut the door
im cryin in a porker
making sure no-one can hear me
and no-one can see me
cuz that way i cant be vulnerable
well god knows its hard to be vulnerable sometimes
especially in the presence of people who love me dearly
so hold my hand, tell me everything i need
im shaking at the fact that somebody loves me
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ewy Leeds, UK
ewy is a singer-songwriter from york, uk and is currently based in leeds. they make aggressively vulnerable songs
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