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i heard
03:09
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sittin on a park bench at 3am
listening to the morning light, buzz onto your feet
will you sit with me? will it be for long?
will you listen to me? will you listen to my songs?
i heard, i heard he/she/he/she was abused thats why he's always in a bad mood
i heard, i heard he/she/he/she was abused thats why she's always in a bad mood
thinkin about death, thinking about life
thinkin about all the things bad about people inside
its 3am and im tryna sleep
but i cant help think about everything wrong with me
i heard, i heard, his/her dad was an alcoholic
thats why everything was doomed from the start
i think, i think, its easy to think about personal relationships and minor inconveniences
thinkin about death, thinking about life
thinkin about all the things bad about people inside
its 3am and im tryna sleep
but i cant help think about everything wrong with me
i'll make things right, i'll make things better
the perfect human is no human at all
the world is mine, and it is shit
but i'll do what i can cus thats all i can do
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thru the underpass
03:07
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what you see is what you get
i only know
nothing but sticks and stones
i only throw
i'll just be sick with anger
i'll chuck it up
the person on my shoulder is like come on lets go
lets show em whats rights
the cigarettes littering the streets
laying down, young
the id, the anger what it means to be
lays dormant year to year
the drunk on the corner is like come on here boy
i'll tell you what, keep thinkin like that and you'll have an idea
they dont wanna hear
cus we'll kill em in their homes
burn it down and watch it roll
test it with your might
thru the underpass and all the stuff that keeps you up at night
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3. |
itch
02:34
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cus theres a pain in the back of my chest
superglued shut cant tear it out in a day
feelin like atlas nearly all of the time
nothin seems to fit wheres its supposed to or rhyme
what did you say to the vicar that made him smile?
what made him choke, splutter and revile?
think about those jokes that you told many months ago
so run away, faster than you can go
make up your mind, make it quick
stall in a sentence choke up on your words
the world is mine and it is shit
simultaneously indestructible and unobtainable
its like a pressure in the skin in the back of my throat
its like a soldering iron on the spots on my skin
its like an itch that you cannot itch
its like a passion that will never be satisfied
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jewellery and teeth
02:39
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i gave you a necklace i want you to keep
cus i feel like youre gonna leave any second of any day
look at me now
and i know that its stupid
and i know we'll keep in touch
and i think about these things too much
but im gonna die and all i'll have left behind is jewellery and teeth
and they wont sing songs about me, i'll just be rotting down in the deep beneath
but how about you? would that be true?
arent you scared that nobody will love you?
do you strive towards a legacy or leave it behind
does it really matter since it matters what you do in life?
dont think about it
live in the present
do whats now
but im gonna die and all i'll have left behind is jewellery and teeth
and they wont sing songs about me, i'll just be rotting down in the deep beneath
but how about you? would that be true?
arent you scared that nobody will love you?
dont think about it, cus im happy that youre here right now
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cus i dont know what i really need
cus theres a big difference between who i am, and who i wanna be
everything seems so scary all the time
but if i spent all my time worrying there wouldnt be no more time to do all the
things that make people smile for a bit
all the things i do but im not willing to take a hit
cus i will tear you down
limb from limb
decompose the thoughts of you
that were scatterin in my brain
cus i tried to paint over all the scratches on the walls
but my legs werent there wouldve been easier if i was tall
you always wished that i lightened up
but i think the reality of the situation is heavy enough
cus i will tear you down
limb from limb
decompose the thoughts of you
that were scatterin in my brain
look at your hair look how it smiles
listen to the music for a while
look at me sat lookin at the stars on a cold harsh night thinkin of everything
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i know its wrong, but its cold
i know its wrong, i know youre too old
i am easy when you take me to a place, i, i dont know
je suis facile quand tu me prend a endroit que je, je connais pas
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bored of me
01:23
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was it something that i said?
did i scare you? the couple times that we met?
did you get bored of me?
or was it just something at home that i couldn't see?
think about this every night
psychoanalyse myself, tell me something isnt right
must be something wrong with my body
twisted, contorted, disgusting, doesnt matter
was it something that i said?
did i scare you? the couple times that we met?
did you get bored of me?
or was it just something at home that i couldn't see?
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im fucked up
youre fucked up
everyone around us seems to be fucked up
mummy left and daddy died
isnt it a great day to be alive?
i wanna be consistent, with my body and its needs
i wanna do what i want, and what i please
and they'll all sing to me 'oh ohh ohh'
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dont waste your time
02:13
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all these people trying to sell me lies
it makes me angry and confused 'in these uncertain times'
unconcluded ritual
numb fingers, fumbling and fall
hex me quick, lets go chick
deception is the thick of it
doshi to shite ki
please dont text me
cus im sittin in my room
alone, again
cus i dont think that you know me
oh i'll say it again you dont know me at all
am i the person in your head that you've idealised?
will i not be able, to live up to expectations?
will you leave me for some time
i just need my head to realise
things arent so black and white
oh the friends that i have here
they go away and disappear
whisper things into my ear
i dont wanna hear
doshi to shite ki
please dont text me
cus im sittin in my room
alone, again
cus i dont think that you know me
oh i'll say it again you dont know me at all
am i the person in your head that you've idealised?
will i not be able, to live up to expectations?
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10. |
disorder
02:51
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when im goin 60 round 90 degrees corners
hedges flyin past my face, feels like im in a disorder, sorta
when im goin 60 round 90 degrees corners
hedges flyin past my face, feels like im in a disorder, sorta
when im goin 60 round 90 degrees corners
hedges flyin past my face, feels like im in a disorder, sorta
disorder
sorta
sorta
what you see is what you get
all the thoughts in your head
everything youve done and said
pray to god it wont be read
the world is mine and it is shit
do what you like for a bit
gone to bed, insecurities lit
think about it the next time til u get hit
all we are is what we are
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11. |
mud
00:33
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12. |
anguish
03:14
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go back to the old place that everyone knows about
return to the old you that wasnt angry and sad abt the world
cus im so filled with anguish
and im so filled with sadness
and i dont mean to be
overly dramatic about it
cus i feel like im over, ive had it
every beautiful melody, turns into a sad song
makes me wanna run through the street lights
into the forest and under the star light
thinkin abt everything ive done wrong
if i've upset you, if ive ashamed anyone
if in my future will i cease to exist
will i seek true nirvana or personal relationships?
do i want people to hear my voice at all?
should i keep it to myself or scream it to the world?
all of these questions dont have an answer
but my real question is 'should i actually ask them?'
cus im so filled with anguish
and im so filled with sadness
and i dont mean to be
overly dramatic about it
cus i feel like im over, ive had it
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ewy Leeds, UK
ewy is a singer-songwriter from york, uk and is currently based in leeds. they make aggressively vulnerable songs
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